If you wonder where we are all going and if we are getting anywhere at all, you are not alone.
This is a time when we all seem to be suffering from what I call Lightworker's Impatience.
We came to Earth with great intentions to contribute to this period in history. The dawning of a new age. Deep in our souls we had received the call to aid the transformation of the Earth. To work through the veils of fear and limitation that have cast their shadows upon this Earth for centuries.
For most of us it took a good deal of persuasion to get us to return to this place which, though beautiful, has also left its scars on us through hundreds of previous lifetimes.
But out of love for Earth and for Humanity, we overcame our doubts and conquered whatever fears we had. After all: the most important time in history...
After everything we have been through, how could we miss out on this time? Within us a deep longing was awakened and we went for it.
So after decades of clearing work in this lifetime- clearing our past lives, our family energy, our work places, our relationships and the Earth in general…
Where are we now?
It is no exaggeration to say that we had expected something different.
We believed that those cords of fear would have felt less strangling by now. That the heaviness of the Earth, felt in every muscle of our bodies, would have lightened. We thought we would look around us at a cleaner, brighter world where the voices of fear and separation would have ebbed away…
Yet they are still here. In some ways, they seem stronger than ever.
And our outer circumstances are in many cases less rosy than we imagined too. Looking at the Lightworker community (for want of a better word), there are abundance issues, relationship problems and a curious sort of emptiness, resulting from the discovery that the careers we once began with much enthusiasm just don’t work any longer.
It is no wonder that we sometimes succumb to those thoughts that tell us that ‘something is not right’, and ‘the world is not going the way it should be.’
On a bad day, we may even get depressed, believing thoughts like ‘I am a failure’ and ‘My life has no meaning’…
Or in other words, ‘When transformation isn’t happening as fast as we hoped,
we may go ahead and blame ourselves, balancing on the very edge of giving up.’
So here’s the Truth. We have already come SO far. We have worked hard and the world has shifted to a vibration that no longer allows the deep-rooted, stuck energies of the past. The Earth has been shaken to the core to release its limiting and even oppressive energies.
If you dig up your garden to remove the weeds, it temporarily looks messier than before you began. It can’t be helped.
Is this then, a good time for us to take a dive into all the insecure and self-limiting energies of ‘Lightworkers’ Impatience’?
Or is this a time to hold the Highest Energy possible by trusting the process that we have started together? I emphasize together, because when things don’t go according to plan, I see us all retreating into our shell, waiting until the storm is over.
Instead, let us believe in ourselves and in what we are doing.
Let us support each other, helping fellow Lightworkers to keep their spirit high.
Let us just be in this process of transformation because that is the one contribution that we can give.
Let us be the ones to raise the energy and provide Stability and Hope.
Because if we can’t set down the energy of Peace at this time, where can we expect to find it?
If we don’t form the future energy of our civilization, how will it look?
So we may be tired… And we may be impatient…
But maybe this work is exactly what we came here to do!
Maybe this is the most important time of all, so let us give the very best energies we can give.
This video of the Silent Prayer by Tobias of the Crimson Circle helps us to remember who we are and to acknowledge the perfection of the moment. To really feel deep in our bones that it is all ok.
I suggest we watch it every time we have a fit of Lightworker's Impatience.
With much love,